Time to challenge the state of my life

It's all  a matter of choice, and yes a huge endeavor to challenge the state of my  life.To step back and really do an inventory can be painful, but seeing life through the eyes of cancer is a different vision. I need to challenge myself to stay healthy and take preventative steps and look at the littlest things in life as blessings.I need to be delivered from fear so i can really move on. I had a blessed day today, enjoyed a cup of coffee while reading the newspaper, spent time talking to my mechanic about life,dropped in on my friends new business and chatted,  and popped in on the local Amercian Cancer Society office....I was just there to pick up some stickers so that i may put them on my letters and I told them my story.The woman in the shop after hearing about my numb fingers and toes and loss of appetite finally on the rebound, losing my eye lashes and thinning of my hair...walked me into the wig room and gave me a wig! I was reduced to tears. How could they be so generous, I started to tear up and thanked her profusely. So for the fun of it, I have long blonde hair now...A simple beautiful gesture that made my day....I came home to  few voice overs and felt blessed.Guess Jesus really is the only way...he was behind this day of mine, I know he was! Thank you for my lfe!